nice day i had...wif gay d & gr.! haha! nice bball after 9pm... at blk 637! so cool...played 2 v 1 against them ...i score 5 - 1! i won! weeee ! den suddenly the lights off ! scary! cant see the area well in the dark..ahha! no more $ liao..so they treat me to drinks! see so gd & shiok. thx man bros for giving me a cool & nice day! & thx mengqing for the sms ! ._.! thx mad for the morning msg. thx those hu concerned me..princess hui hui thx u too :) haha! really enjoyed my day...ahhh so tiring...slping soon ^^! nite everybody ! finally i updated tis blog...after all i am back :)!
to me ... her love for me has alrdy gone completely! she claimed she still love me ! but to me i cant believe it ! if u love me.. u will nv give up on me! u will nv break ur promise becoz u noe it will break my heart! u will nv stop trying or finding ways to make me happy! u did none! i said tis b4! but u insisting to let u hv a chance to do all tis! i am stupid to give u another chance to hurt me ! tis time it's real deep! i will nv stand up forever! sad... sad...& sad..my bdae is meaningless to me! nth can ever make me smile again!
i always thought i can trust her words...her actions..!!!but nv to i tink, she will lied to wat she hv said b4! veri disappointed by her actions & deeds. ! she tink a 'sorry' & a 'i noe im in the wrong' is able to clear everyting !!! she will nv feel how hurt & painful i am!! she will nv noe how much she has lied to me how much she has promised me! but now she break them all! i am utterly down! cannot move on anymore...sch is useless to me, she expect me to stand up wif her! she is the 1 causing all tis ! u tink i will trust tt u r sad & down like me? sorry i dun! becoz i guess u hv another person in ur mind or perhaps occupied ur heart alrdy! juz dun let me find out all tis ! i will not be myself anymore! i felt so weak! u nv wanna do ur promises & love me at all! especially u i will nv trust u anymore! stop saying "u dun trust me? it's hurt!" tis sentence make me wanna hate u more!
vanish into another dimension. into another world of my own. :).. by the time u catch to see tis...i am not ard anymore. gd luck in ur studies. i still love u ... as deep... & will be 4eva...i am waiting... for u... smile on..move on... nv fall down! build up ur own confidence. u nv lost me. i am always in ur heart! always staying wif u... always protecting u! take gd care. gd bye my love.
