i may be feeling unwell today....hving coughings, headaches...but i will nv leave my mind of ur image for 1 little sec...i tink of u day & nite..tinking of how to make u happy even more...sometimes i might be stupid, after making u unhappy..i really dunno wat to do...juz keep on praying...tt it will be fine...i wan to gif u the best...it doesnt matter much...i juz nid ur love ur care....it will replace everyting tt i can ever hv le..yiling or eileen......it's still the same to mi.. it doesnt hu u r...only u can gif mi tis kind of feelings tt i am been concerned every nw & den .. i really love u alot alot alot..& i am sure my love for u is deeper den everybody's... time will prove everyting ..time will gif me solutions...hoping u to smile wif mi...laugh wif mi...letting mi noe every of ur probs..it doesnt matter whether i will be sad wif u..becoz i noe..loving somebody, which means to mi, i wan to share ur burden..i wan to cry wif u..share ur sadness...ur unhappiness.. we are a different couple from others..rmbr ? everytime i tink of tis sentence..i smiled...everyting will hv a solution to it de...i rmbr wat u say to mi ... keeping unhappy tings to urself, really hurts mi becoz when i sense u're sad or unhappy..i cant do much beside telling u trying not to .. i wan to make u stand up..everytime u fall down...i wan u let u smile..everytime u r crying..i wan to hug u tight whenever u nid it ... my life is not impt le..but ur's are! every of ur caring words to mi, mean to mi alot...it is veri impt to mi...i wun miss a word u said b4..i wan to walk wif u ... until the end of mi...the end of lee ting feng... every unhappiness will restore into happiness...i wan to hv u 4ever... writing all tis...is wat my heart is feeling rite nw... u might tink tt i am nagging u always..but actually all i can tink of is trying to help u..giving u the best i can...i nv wan to harm u...i wan to love u...care for u...my onli intention in mind nw... walking to armageddon ... but i wun be afraid ... it's becoz i noe u wun abandon mi alone to my death ..................... i love u .... always ~
it's not i dun wanna chat wif my laopo on phone de...it's becoz i am afraid tt he might stop mi...i hope she will understand mi ...but if she tinks i am giving excuses, it's ok ... it's my fault ~ laopo...we started on 13.o8.o5, rmbr ? u said u were happy the 1st day we r together..i wun forget the happiness tt u had on the 1st day ...i hving fever rite nw, eyes sore..coughing...but i still can tink of her clearly...she's always on my mind..i try to find some help on her coming exams all along today...when the day she told mi she wan to start her revision le.. hais ~ she muz be upset of mi now...but it's ok..as long as i noe i love her deeply...trying to gif her the best i can, it will do le...1 day u will realise i am trying & trying..none stop for u...my dear... i love u 4ever ... nv ever will leave u ... abandon u...i will always gif u love & care...understand u ... i will do it all de...u might be looking at tis blog rite nw..u're those person wif a hard attitude..u might be fierce..u might treat mi fiercely..but i noe in ur heart..u do care for mi de...i can feel it..it's ok.. as long as i got ur love..i am contented wif my life...i had enough for my life le...no regrets will be placed in my mind at all...i swear i given my heart to u yiling ~
nv had a slp a sec at all..dun feel really well now..my mind is all abt ur images...i cant imagine if u leave me again ~ tears dropped..but it will stop somehow..we both nid miracles to happen de..the promises we made for each other, the love we put in each other's heart, the mind we linked as one...i love u forever...leen ~
i had a handphone, i got a msn acct...my hp got alot of contact nos. my msn had alot of frens too...but hv u ever noe tt, the 1 i only call, chat, miss, love...is u...is u ....i hv a brain which has a tinking mind, but the only person tt kept my mind occupied is u..do u noe ? my heart has only 1 space, the person tt filled up the slot is u ..u noe tt too ? i may not live till the age i wan..but my heart my love towards u can ! i simply love u too much..u're 4ever my ger ~ nv leave my hp silent, my msn quiet, my mind empty & my heart broken....becoz u mean far too much to me le...i love u 1314 .. feng & leen ~ 13.o8.o5...appleboi luv appleger..
in my life, it's really a fortune to hv u..i admit it~ i admit tt u love & care for me alot alrdy..it takes time to change habits de...but i will wait...no matter how short my life is... i wun regret loving u...i wun leave u..& i dun wan u to leave mi too..becoz in life u're the onli person i can confide to.. the only person tt makes my love worthwhile..at tis time, i am afraid u're still moody, i tried to send a msg, but i juz dun wan to spike u for now! it's becoz i care, i tink for u..peaceful is all we both wanted..nth can ever break us apart..like u say..the storm may come...thunder may strike..but our heart wun be strike apart at all de..no matter wat we'll hold on strong to each other..since 13.o8.o5, till now...my love for u will nv change ...it's for life! it's all i juz wan to be...to be wif u ... my ger...always ~ i am sorry for all my stupidity..all my harshness..i bear all the fault..it's becoz it is my fault...completely... hope u will forgive me ... hope u wun care wat others say ... as long as i am in ur mind & heart...i willing to do anyting...anyting u wish to...i'll learn to take care of myself better, gif u care more, show u tt i love u more clearer...no matter wat i juz noe my love for u is carved there alrdy...nv leave mi..... nv...or i dun dare to imagine wat will happen to my life on tis earth ~ *tears dropped heart broked, but i noe u'll heal it*
hais ~ i am juz sad ...certain reasons..but my love is not affected at all! it will always be a wonderful ting..it just depends on how u wanna see it..hais ~ really sad..i cried...accidentally hit my head against smth..now veri pain & headache..i nid ur trust.."13.o8.o5 start & wun hv a ending" it will always be true...nv will i fail to do so..i love u i noe i do! my dead or alive doesnt matter to me it's becoz u're wif me ! wat happened to me ? alot alot of bad tings today ! y will i be fussed up over smth ? moodyness pls leave me from tis moment onwards..headache pls leave me..happiness come back to me right now! i hope tml will be a brand new day ~ dear & i will be chatting happily..study well, take gd care of ur health, guai abit more.. ~ i believe u will do it for my sake..dear i love u ... 4eva ~ & eva ~ feng & leen 13.o8.o5 to eternally....
if u nv exist in my life, i wun hv today ~ i wun feel tt i am the happiest guy i can be ... for u, i am willing to go on! for u, i will change for the better... ~ dear ah dear, i really glad...quite peaceful & quiet been wif u..tis is the kind of feeling i wanna hv~ no other ppl can ever gif me tis kind of feel de.. u're the best to me~ i noe, u r trying to change for me..i felt it.. i noe it.. dear, thx u... :) w/o u in life, is meaningless.... each laughter i hear from u..i noe miracle had alrdy taken it's place... only feng & leen will hv miracle together .. i love u 4eva..& eva... u're mine forever le... :) let me take care of u for life.... feng ~
a 2nd time i say..other den u, none really matters to me...! u noe it clearly i love u deeply from my heart...i nid ur trust...i nid u to believe tt i dun lie anymore...tt i wun hurt u ... tears is rolling down.... each tears i rolled..my heart felt the pain too ~ i am lee ting feng! ur bf! ur laogong! always ~ whether i am still in tis world anot...! i belongs to u only... i love only U! *out now, walk, hp off, i wun disturb u if u tink i will hurt u!* wo lee ting feng, admit wat i got did & wun admit those i nv did ! once i given u my love, it's 24 hrs 365 days none stop forever like tis!!!!!!!!!!! feng <3 leen no matter wat... the DEAD boy....
today, my darling is going to msia..for shopping purposes..wif her family & relatives.but she will be back home by tonite ba ~ well, ytd, smth tt i dun wish happened..but we both manage to salvage it...i noe i nid her in my life..she noe she nid me too ~ i noe her promises will be made ! she will nv do silly things...hurt herself...nv leave me..all tis..i noe she'll :) feng & leen will always be together..to me, i found her like a needle in the sea, veri veri difficult...but i am lucky to found her..to love me care for me..till my last breathe i promise..i am ur's ~ 13.o8.o5
i believe...in my heart..there's only u...now & ever...till i leave...till u leave...we are still together happily...each day..is a blessing to me..each sec been wif u is sweet..u do wat u said.. :) i believe in u .. i trust u deep enough..i love u as deep as i cant describe how deep my love can be ~ onli the god in the heaven will noe how deep my love is for u ~ but somehow there's a ans..which contains in ur heart... i believe...u will smile everyday..u will cry it out on my shoulder whenever u're down ~ i will always be there when u nid me...appear rite in ur 1st look when u open up ur eyes..looking at my sms...smiling at it...having a gd start in the early morning...if in tis world..i dunno u..until now, i am lost..wun be happy at all..but now i got u..my life is full of love & hope ~ from u .. from the sec u gave me ur heart, i hv been carefully handling it..it may be difficult protecting it sometimes..but however..i did it :) & i will always keep ur heart safely wif me..nv broke it.. a little smile from u can light up my day when i am sad... i am fortunate to hv such a gd darling like u .. i will do wat i say..i will make u as happy as u can ! i will gif u the best i can.. miracle will happen de ! it will ~ i believe ~ tis day.... we will grow old & living happily ~ no matter it is grass ring or diamond ring, i believe u'll like it ... :) feng & leen de gu shi ~ 13/o8/o5~
well...had a veri early woke up today at 8.45am.. :) hehe! had a great day wif her...gd news is tt she got a 23rd in her class in prelim when her past mid year exam got a 27th... it's overall a gd news :) gd luck in ur N lvl laopo ~ i believe in u... really treasure her alot alot alot .... :) feng & leen de story at 13.o8.o5...Nth can ever break our love for each other ~ i will always be wif u until my last breathe on earth..i promise ~ :)
