wo hao nan guo. tis few days...i juz cant stop feeling normal...everyting on my mind is flickering unstably. i wonder y i kept on listening to cai hong tian tang, perhaps..the lyrics is veri meaningful...it just fits wat situation to i am in nw... hais ~ wo xi wang...you ni zai wo sheng bian...
alot of tings happened..i guess i hv finally chosen the best way i tink is for u :) ...nw i only noe....i love u deeply....missing u alot....must take gd care of urself....learn to study well..dun get tired ok ? :) wo men de ai...hai shi zai de....
i am condemned...the end..
repeatedly of bad luck day i had....provoked by my gd frens. but it's ok. raining was heavy & i was standing beside the road. the car run past...the water hit on mi...it's ok too...nw i even hv headaches....flu & cough back again...but it's ok...coming up is valentine's day...i nv had a valentine day b4. i supposed to hv it last yr..but tings didnt went well...so i nv experienced the feeling of been wif ur love one for the whole day...like guys tt bought couple rings. flowers. box of sweet chocolates. it's just so sweet to me...but i dun hv such day on valentines. i felt lonely in tis world. i was hoping for the right ger to come past my life & for the remaining days...only happiness & normal lifestyle ...bickering wif each other. joking wif each other. saying our own probs kept in ourselves. confide everyting together. do tings hand in hand. but i noe i juz nid to wait & wait until such chances come....i nv really had a happy day ever since she left my life. nw she's wif another guy. i dunno y...after a year had past..i noe i hate her...but still loving her as deep. & wat's most impt is i dun wanna use any other ppl as a shield to forget her thoroughly. nw she's wif tt guy happily...spending valentine's day..i noe she had hurt mi deeply for once. but i oso noe she will nv wan to hurt mi again...so the both of us is impossible. i noe she's guilty for her deeds. but i cant do anyting for tis..i miss her ...looking at the neo-prints we once had. the only neo-print i had wif mi...the letters i had ...i really missing her...sometimes i was praying..if she will be back to my side...i am contented wif life..though i kept on scolding her...insulting her...but i noe tt my love for her ...is just there...but i'll nv tell her abt how much & long i hv waited...& will still wait until my love for her ..... dies ~ if tings will repeat...i rather u're a stranger.... to mi....in my life ....the sorrows & sadness i had ...hv nv disperse b4... i still long for u ....every sweet words u said...i can nv forget...though it's just a tale...but i choose to rmbr it... a no happiness guy..... the necklace i gave u...i just hope u'll keep it well & take a look at it sometimes....i still love the T-Shirt u gave mi ....nv really bear to wear it...though i got 2 exactly same ones....ever since we are ended....i turned from bad to worst...helpless case...hv to repeat my modules...i failed them..2 of it...repeating starts from friday...2-4pm...i'll go....i will turn over a new leaf....
i hv 2 hearts....a heart tt will keep u forever...& a heart will nv stop pumping for u...... until i die....it's still ur's...... i love u ...nw .... future......always......
