nowadays, my mind r all occupied...i cant slp well for 2-3 day alrdy..in the middle of 4am i wake up ...went back to slp, 7am+ i wake again! dunno wat's stopping mi from slping too...i hv been tinking alot alot lately..i dun hv enough slp ~ i hope i can be explained by anybody y i am like tis ... wat shld i do ? i seldom play my fav game : cs le ....all i do is, work, eat, cycle, slp....is tis how i shld spend my holidays ? upon learning more tings tt hv happened to ppl i noe...i am so so so confused... hais ~ hope the worries will be gone, the confidence will come....i do tink of u ~ :)
sometimes...i tink, y i am laughing everyday when mi myself is not happy at all ? when mi myself is hving such suffering alone? ..if onli nth has ever happen...hais ~ i hope u'll be fine..though i hv been avoiding u :) ... but once again..after visited ur blog...i found out u did smth silly...i dunno its for hu tis time...but i juz noe, its not worth it ..no point going like tis...hais ~ recently i hv alot of frens accompanying mi ...ya tt's enough alrdy...in life i juz didnt wan to expect much .. juz pass on till i die...& i hope, when i really die...everyone of u will come visiting mi .. will rmbr mi as ur fren...the happy memories we ever had ~ tt's the greatest true smile i will gif u guys even if i am lying in the coffin hahaha!!!!! thx god.... tt i can noe all of u.. :)
though Team TitaNs is out of the WCG matches, but there's my favourite Team3D ! YES! though sg didnt win, but at least Team3D my idol won it for us! :) well, i am getting more prepared into competitive counterstrike once again! my latest team line-up : DEADLeX, xqn, w1nter, GeekyNerd, Jx!... & yes hope we can get a top 10 in those competition coming up ... :) will be serious in tis team & training damn hard for it ! hahaha!!!!!!!!!!! nth is impossible...... ^^ ..
WCG 2005 Finals. Counterstrike section. our sg team TitaNs currently won 2 matches... :) i am veri happy & surprise to hear tt...after their bootcamping ...they really improved alot! i believe the world shld watch out for them in the future! :) strike it out man TitaNs! hahaha!!!!!!! Gd luck for the rest of ur matches...won u get a top 3 :)
recently hv been training my cs in matches....yea though my exam is coming real near! but hu gif a shit to it ! WAHHAHA!!!! i gonna concentrate in my team nw....perhaps will go to the extent of playing even more serious gaming!!!!! :D ...yes i am DEADLeX....as DEAD as ever.....lifeless boi! but onli cs can make mi feel tt i exist nw! but if the ger i love understands mi....willing to be wif mi ...how gd can tt be ? omg it's heavenly gd! haha! i hope to aim for a top 8 in WCG nxt year!!!!! go adverse go! :) btw pls support #advers[3] at galaxynet. :) thx guys!!!!!!! logging off to work ... gd bye!!!!
after all tis time, i finally back to tis little world .. nth really much happen b4...knew alot of new frens...recently there's tis jay album going high in every part of sg..cool...i love tt song 'feng' by jay.. yea~ nice nice...i am back on my own...exams coming soon...22nd of nov...reaching real fast.. & tt's it..holidays! :D ... on the 9th of nov...i am back on competitive counterstrike...joined tis newly formed team name "adverse" .. but my nick is still the same "DEADLeX" :) ...well...wish all ite students gd luck in ur exams coming up...tt's all ... (above is today's cs performance i made...hahaha..a little bit of siaoness in mi..20-5 is my score a tyco 1) ... :)
