injured my leg...quite badly? or maybe just minor... juz feel hurts at my ankle lol..bleeding alot..life's like tt for mi..life's always so boring & boring...i juz feel so stupid at myself...i really got 0 confidences. i lack of many tings...issit becoz of tis causes mi to be a failure ? hw i wish i can stand up again...rebuilding myself again..maybe i got a life tt is not impt at all...mi myself feeling i'm super useless...therefore i'm useless.... hais ~
after such a long day..i'm feeling super shagged alrdy...eating my instant noodles nw...felt like taking a walk nw...well..i guess it's just a super short entry today...ok cya ppl! Labels: will my dream come true ?
I'm wind. You're cloud. We belongs together. I wishing for your good. Hoping you're wishing for me too. I stare at the big blue sky. Thinking of the smiles we had. I'm invisible, you're visible. I catches nothing, u catches the sight of the people. Storm & Thunder appeared suddenly, we're seperated. Now I'm hoping for a windy cloudy day again. But the cloud I once knew. Changed completely. Now, I can only move with the wind...If only things stay like what they are...I LOVE YOU.
- My Story -
- Mr feng -
i woke up quite late today..rushes for work..finished quickly, went to some nearby foodcourt near my workplace for lunch..end up caughting in the rain...could'nt stand anymore...took a cab home...sms wif june tis retard dunno for hw many hrs...& its fun chatting wif her...her laughter makes mi feel proud of my lame jokes...hahahaha...i accidentally slpt for a moment & did not reply to her msg....woke up 1 to 2 hrs later...onli until another 1 hr+ more i receive her reply again...etc...etc....& so on....feeling bored at home...went downstr wif my haro bike ...ride ard...arranged to meet my frens for slack....juz the time when i'm outside...tis june retard girl sms mi saying she's walking home from the mrt...den acc her to her blk...chatted veri veri lamely.. loL...i teased her alot...she felt irritated...but hu cares ? LOL!!! rite???? june??? HAHAHHAHA....after acc-ing her home...i slack a lil more...den went to look for my frens...slack slack slack...feeling it's time to go home...went home online....doing the same ting...msn/surf web....seldom gaming liao....den tinking of some probs i had recently...feeling a lil upset bout it...but wif all the frens chatting wif mi online..i feel better...so thanks to everybody .....thanks to the so called 24/7 listener..u shld noe who u r ... hahahaha...chill...tml gotta wake up slightly earlier & hv to go some places i nid to go...ahhhh siannn....hving an appointment wif a doc in the evening...ahh no choice...becoz of some head prob.. LOL...i tink i'm going nuts after tt incident...but i didnt really care much oso la...so well...let's end here....gd nite everybody...u're the best ppl i known in my life...but try to show more concern la!! loL! =x....chasing loneliness awy!!! shooo!!!! shoo!!!! & i'll try to make myself less tinking of probs & learn to accept reality, facts & watever tt happens to mi....for heaven's sake i nid a light!
i'm so so so down nw...wassup wif my family??? how come i got tis kind of parents tt always quarrel wif each other??? WHY always i hv to see tears & unhappies going in my home? I wanna give up life alrdy...but hw to end it??? nobody really bothers abt mi...i tried to let myself laugh & feel happy...but how come i failed to? my dad is a real big asshole..my mum is a damn stupid idiot...tt's y they both became like tt ????? to mi they r really in tis way! ... i hate it veri mucH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lifeless ~
finally realised i got 109 posts in my blog liao...it's abit like too little alrdy...& tis current entry is requested by my p.g ..so just grant her wish & update some stuff abt mi lo...hahaha ~ my bdae has passed alrdy..it's on the 5th of april..wanna noe wat am i doing on tt day? it's pretty boring...hanging out wif my buddies as usual...hving some dinner at northpoint...my so called 'celebration' is done over there -.- ... & den...i forgot to mention abt my frens celebrating & singing my 1st bdae song from FRENS! it's after 12am exactly..they bought mi a super mini choco cake..but at least it's a heart of sincere....i appreciate it veri much..though i didnt receive any presents or celebrated it veri grandly..but to mi it's alrdy a kind of simple content..& currently...i'm onto some DJ stuff online...anyone is welcomed to join in my radio station at http://121.6.21.189:8000 using any MUSIC PLAYER to open the URL....hahaah...wanna thanks P.G for praising the songs r nice...& thanks all the listeners tt enjoyed in my station...i'll be speaking live soon ~ but wondering hw or wat shld i be chatting abt alone... loL..any advises can directly msg mi on msn...thanks ppl once again!!! I'll quickly tink abt the station name seriously...i nid a station name veri seriously nw! LOL...
U guys brighten up my life...thanks ...fate is coming soon maybe? my princess will be arriving shortly? o.O who noes ? loL...take careZ!
