as usual, thought of mimi haha ~ looking at my doggie bonbon, his expressions remind me of the sad memories hidden inside me, i am confuse all over now..i got alot of unhappiness, but i nv really wanna say all out ... becoz it's pointless, i'm afraid to fall for another ger ~ 3mths + since she left me, but i still can rmbr the pains & sorrow i had..i will forget her thoroughly, undergoing for a real big decision tt may change my life..i felt so lonely nowadays ~ my hp is quiet, my home tel is quiet, my mind is quiet too ~ dun really wish to attend sch anymore..but i told myself i have to go on ! becoz i can do it..juz 1 more year +! i tried everyting out of my best~ but i juz could not suceed in doing them. i am missing her, alot alot..if there's a ger tt can change my life ~ i will promise myself tt i will treasure her well..i will do best in everyting i can ... life's really stressed me up. if there's no such ting as love, probs.... how great it can be to me .. soon my time gonna be up! i gotta tink carefully.... real careful... wif a tear everynite b4 my slp ....
