9pm...ytd...she msged me..upon looking at the name of tis msg .. my peacefulness became sadness! i alrdy said b4, dun disturb me anymore..u hurt me too deep! get awy from me! u will nv be able to clear urself out of my mind! u r full of sin! sinful person.. lie & lie & lie is all i get from u! 8 mths..i nv once seen u did the tings u promised. all i can felt is i am walking wif u till ur JC & den..i am chased out of the pace wif u.. perhaps u tink tt when u r hving holiday, u dun mind been wif me..after ur sch start there might be better guys out there & while u can study better..freedom is back to u! i dun wish to tink abt the past. it's juz too hurtful! when the min i noe u wanna leave me, my heart sanked ! u gave me craps reason! i will nv ever forgive u! u change ur pw...everyting..it just hurt me too! blk all my frens..better dun appear in me & my xiong dis life again! lim yi fen the liar..! i hope 1 day smth will strike u & u will noe u r in the fault in doing all tis! u dun seems to regret which i felt abnormal person will react tis way! disappointed.... .... ..... lim yi fen... the ger tt broken my heart & taken awy my soul..
i am short of smth..which everybody hv...i am short of happiness....short of life...short of the human being feelings tt they hv..i am missing u every nite..though i noe u did me great damage..but i noe i cant change the facts..i hope i can hate u ! but i juz cant! still dun understand ur choice & tinking..u said u love me ... & u said u wanna leave me..really cant accept it.. nv will i be a happy person ! juz a sad or fierce person.. juz hope i wun get to see u again! if u felt stress in jc den go to poly..i noe u must hv thought abt tis.. in the 1st place, u shld hv tink tis way..
lonely...forever...i noe i still love u as much! becoz i am feng... ur feng... ~ crying almost every nite deep inside my heart... ~
