b4 i gone out...... hais ~ nvm...nth to say..but i noe i love u deep ~ 4eva...... hp off....irc quit .. msn logged out...i am a stupid bastard...hv to face the wall to tink wat must i do ...tink b4 i care 1st... hais ~ let me spit out blood plz...thank god...
well today is a simple day..after sch went home....chat wif laopo awhile...felt veri tired...den went to eat med le den slp..slp halfway...went toilet vomit....>.< though is painful after the vomit..but it's alrite..becoz she care for me :) muacks laopo~ well..i hope u will like tis new skin i made today ~ i love u forever...13.o8.o5~ u're always a part of me...playing a impt role in my life :) feng & leen de gu shi ~
blog prob sia...prob bigbig .. LoL i only can short post ~ zhen shi de...but nvm .. it's alrite..dear muacks morning afternoon ~ i love u hehe~
she understands me :) she believe me :) she noe i love her deep ! she noe it all~ dear..no matter u're sad or happy..i will still be there right for u when u nid me :):):) ~ this is not a promise but wat i shld do ... becoz in my heart u r a veri veri impt person...every word i said is true i SWEAR ~ every smile u gave..every laughter i hear..lights up my day... :) i love u too deep...i believe there will be miracle...4eva u & me..our story ... 13.o8.o5 ... feng & leen~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lolz...i was bzing in the early afternoon ~ when she suddenly sms me & call me..yuan lai shi ... she keep on calling me in irc...den sms me..no reply tt's y call me..so gd of her :) muacks laopo...chatted wif her..keep on laugh & laugh ~ zhen shi de..stomachache still laugh ! laugh more pain more ah! wo men shi kuai le xiao fu qi LOL!!!!!!!!! hug hug ..... everyday wanna feel u more, loving u deeper & deeper...wo zhen de hui ai ni yi bei zi ~ bu li kai ni de sheng bian de ~ :) wo shuo de dao, yi ding zhuo de dao de ~ hehes.... f3nG n leEn de story .. 13.o8.o5 !
today ... morning abt 10am ++ my laopo called my hp to wake me up :D so gd of her...when i am back home it's abt 3pm+. but she's slping, so i wait while finding the midis for her blog, though i search none nice de...den abt evening or so...she is moody..i didnt mean to be cold...becoz i am feeling not well ~ she misunderstand le so she angry of me..shouted at me...but i nv blame her at all..sorry dear for letting u misunderstand me ~ i hv to say sorry to her sis for been scolded too ! hais ~ but now..everytings is fine after a walk nearby for an hour or so...den went to ah ma hse at 11pm+ ... now at her hse updating my blog...gd nite to my baobei worr..slp well ~ love u alot alot alot alot alot..haha! hugggg muacksss! God ahhh thx u for giving me such a gd laopo ~ thx ...........all tis colour words is for u :) ... so gd of u updating ur 1st blog post today :) tai hao le .... :) hao xing fu de wo men ... kuai kuai le le de...guess must be slping sweetly now le.. :) ... take gd care ~
weeee i done smth for my laopo...which is create a new blog for her :) i hope she likes it.. :):):) done smth tt i wun regret & happy..
finally i hv been able to go thru....i will live till my end ~ wif her eileen chua eeling ~ my darling...i love her veri deeply ~ she love me veri deeply too ~ :) she treats me well...fulfill her promises she made...therefore i wun worry abt anyting now le...nth is as impt as her...to me she's even more impt den me... :) i hv put all my trust in her now :) i noe she will do the promises she made ! i noe she will ~ my life is as happy as the bird tt flew up high in the big blue sky :D ~
But most of all i wun forget my bros... :D wahahhahaha!
every sec is taking awy my life, every sec tt i had seems to be veri meaningful now...all my frens i had now, is the greatest gift on earth, but by heaven ~ hate to leave tis blog alone for sometime...but i hv to now..becoz i gonna tell myself tt my decision is no....as it is too sudden for me..i dun tink i will wanna appear on tis blog for the time being ~ but pls tag more guys :) ... miracle will happens & i believe.... it will ... ~
got my hair dyed...not the ideal colour i wan..turn out to be ash brown ~ >.<~ wasted my $....on my way to sch was bored...for 2 days i hv been going alone after dropping gr at bishan mrt.. hai ~ tml oso 8.30am starts sch..but so boring !!!!!!!!!! eeeeeeeee......really dunno wat to do... hai ~ .. still moody
