ytd, went to eat steamboat at marina...reach there abt 11pm+, found out zhen fa closing..DAMN!!!! den go the nxt store, CHONG PANG 2in1 BBQ. the board wrote us $12. but tt uncle..& i mean the fucking uncle told us each to PAY $15. after he walk awy for a moment, he turn back & say "hey short of $2" .. wtf ? we paid exactly man! how the fuck $2 shortage???? damn, all the food almost looks like left over...fuck up man, the shark fin (drop some french fries in) looks like no one touching those chilli crabs...we took salmon fish & white fish...tt was great...ate some mushroom those mini ones...some mee fen....some fried mee goreng..drank 2 cans of drink at $1.30 each..damn ...cheater store...I SWEAR no zhen fa...i oso wun go there! fucking noob services wif extra charges....ROAR.....bankrupt...went to a arcade, played GTI miii car game at 50 cents per game, so cool haha, enjoyed the game, den play the initial-D 3..omg the steering wheels was hard... OMG...i did a tyco drift using a Mitsubishi Evo8..haha!!!!!!! after tt went home wif d, gr & both their bros...took a cab to khatib mrt...zhun zhun $20. fuck omg...it was expensive...but i paid none :D.... damn......the day is spoilt by the store but compensated by those fun-ness we had...hahahaha ~ coooooooooL...nxt time gonna go seoul garden....
cool skin i found out, nice tagboard as in bigger size clearer, easy view, music oso nice quality..well, tag my board man ppl! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............ :)
if onli i can let it go, i cant stop hving the image of u, i cant stop telling myself not to tink abt u..but i am trying to stop my feelings...aint letting u noe anymore...but in my heart, i do love u...10 mins ago, accidentally cut my thumb wif a cupboard. ouch ~ plastered it le...the thumb so hot...& stuffy...cant slp for the nite...well...hv been listening to yes933 until 2.30am..heard sandy's dedication again ah! haha..k la i noe wat to do 1 la...relax mah dun so kan jiong..rather bz....later on hv to work...oh god ~ but nw felt hungry, so after i sign off, i gonna cook some maggie mee...hope i can stop tinking abt u & everyting of my past tt flashed thru my mind again ~ hope i will stop it.... :) ...
after 11.30pm the results of Adverse.Gamin9 vs Infusion is out ~ (AG9)16-6(Infusion) !! hehehe...well there's a new member joined in my xiong di! simon aka DekaBreak as the web designer...welcome welcome ! ! who wanna hv the match demo can ask for mi it's in hltv mode so u can view freely.. hehe ! well, after knowing my ite results..abit upset..becoz i failed my core module & another sub... hais ~ nid to repeat 6 mths more..! ahhh i wanna quit if i cant take it ! well...abt 12am+ continue listening to yes933! tried to dedicate smses..3 times but nv read out mine -_-!!!! but sin yee go dedicate her sms for mi & got read out ..haha on the radio saying "Precious Idiot ni ting dao mah?" haha i onli rmbr tis sentence by DJ Peifen ! so touch sia ... hehe... ~ :) den pei girl girl sandy sms till abt 3.30am lor..den update blog ~ signing off soon ~ cya .. hehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ya la update la...recently bzing wif work..quite exhausted...but at least it can stop mi from tinking of tings mah :) xmas is coming...happy xmas to all :) !!!!! & sin yee ur bdae present when i'm free i will go over there & gif u de :) ... tonite quite lonely...but no choice :) well...hurt my hips quite badly too ... ouch ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ok signing off ~ bye all :)
hais ~ i sms her, telling her to del the blog awy! & she really did it....so my guess is rite...she forgotten the past, the wrongs she had ! she forgotten mi! wat for all tis mths i go to her blog & read abt the past ??? will tings repeat again ? i really dun understand....y i will i ever noe such a person! a liar! i noe she is hving her love life happily nw ! i noe everyting! i really do! i juz dun understand y she wanna lie to mi every single time! always giving mi a innocent answer...a innocent look...voice...& i am stupid enough to believe her! juz sec by sec...u asked mi for a chance..i gave...without blaming nor hving grudges...but y ! u always dun mean wat u say ? i juz feel like giving u a slap! & tt's it! "My dad's shifu coming to my hse, i am scare, i wan to break 1st" really makes mi flare up! & folo by another "i decided to concentrate on my studies, it's not abt any other ting, sorry" lol ???????? she's a funny person rite? trying to bullshit ard, bluffing ard...she doesnt noe the consequences of hurting ppl's heart ! really selfish of her! till nw i wun stop tinking of her bad! she's juz a useless person wasting the world resources going ard playing wif ppl's feelings! i really hate her! but yet i cant forget her...i hate tis fucking ting! *no life*!
when i say smth out, i always mean it, but tis time i dun wish to mean it. i dun wish to hv any idea ..nowadays i am hving love torturing. I hope i can say the truth out ~ u noe wat i am saying. but i juz cant. i onli can tink of u...but i wun ever tink of be the man tt can care for u.. yes...u changed alot for the better..i seen tt, i feel tt...bu zi bu jue zhong............how i hope human can hv smth set on their mind & nv changes it. but i noe tt will nv happen..becoz no one is perfect..i understand..
after viewing again the past, www.sotong-world.blogspot.com, yes tis blog doesnt getting much update le...but somehow i went in juz to read all the single post carefully...i can feel the happiness & the sadness once again ~ our such a long r/s to me...has got to end it in a unbearable manner. until tis moment den i realised i juz nv leave ur image & ur heart alone at all...i cant forget u, but so wat ? will u be back? i noe it wun becoz i understand u too much le...feng & fen is juz a history...my heart is bleeding nw, it's so hurting! i am hving tears in my eyes nw...to my gd bros out there i noe u guys hv been there for mi when i am deeply in sadness the moment she did tis to mi..perhaps she has alrdy replaced other guy in her heart long ago...but wat's really hidden inside mine is u.... dreadful ~
after a long long long yrs of gaming, i finally decided to hv a rest...i going to get out of my gaming world...i wanna do meaningful stuff in life nw...for my team adverse...it's always alive ~ i may not be physically there for u guys..but my heart & soul is there supporting u guys ! gd luck ! :) ...i felt i grow up even more ...i seen life thoroughly alrdy...my wishes nw is to be wif the ger tt i noe will last wif mi till my last sec...& i am waiting for her appearing in the future...DEADLeX : dead from gaming, alive in reality. For all my fellow gamers out there...gd luck & hv fun! glhf glhf..hehe~ but hu noes 1 day i will juz make a come-back & rejoin the team ! :) ... let's see den !!! there's alot of tings happened to mi for 17 yrs...in the past, the old mi will choose to say it out ...but nw, i rather keep mum abt it ...becoz there's nth more i can say oso...juz wanna forget after tinking...i wan to walk the way i am hving nw ! i love riding bike nw...if anyone of u is interested in tis too, juz gif mi a sms or call ~ =D haha!!!!
- I do think of you, i love u-
