it's 3.07pm nw. finally i am up wif my blog. 1st of july is getting closer. i nid to prepare myself to give in my best ! last nite. team AG9! which is my team. had quite alot of training. like training wif team KsM! the newly formed team. 2 out of 3 is a victory for us. :) after that, i went to lie down on my bed. chatting wif fren on phone. tok alot of craps. until abt 2.43am like that. i hang up. I kept on asking myself. y did i fall for her ? issit a starting of a wound ? will i get hurt becoz she will nv be mine ? nw i realise tis imptly. i wan her to be happy..as for all tis... she doesnt hv to noe ... she will be just fine wif him. they're compatible. so i shld'nt interfere into it. I will just be silent to myself & will be looking after of her in the dark . as long as she's happy....i feel ease... hope my feelings will fade soon ba ... hope i doesnt hv to get myself into sufferings.
