recently.. i just felt alot of ppl suddenly disappeared from my life... none care like they said they r... i dun feel any...all just WORDS... i nid actions.. i got alot of probs in my life, but i am veri sure, i got no one to turn to..all of them, treat mi like hi-bye stuff, they wun even bother to call or sms mi.. all the one is mi... hu's doing all tis nw.. WORDS are empty, pls show some actions tt u care for mi as a fren.. if not.. i cant believe how clever u're gd at talking.. i felt lonely once again... given up...
just a random skins i changed...edited the song in my blog.. & everyting remains the same.. :) nowadays...i am hving too many probs...oso dunno hu to turn to..but gd... there's my old gd bros ... yq, wc, wq ... we tok alot until 2-3am...drank beer... haha..after saying out those probs kept inside mi... it felt so relaxing .. well well... update again ba.. take care ppl.
I dun feel happy today..1stly.. i waked up too early for sch..i am super tired..came home.. none stop nagging from the old ones.. in the nite abt 9pm... got a hit by my dad.. for ??? for drinking his 1 can of beer ???? LOL ??? 1 beer can cause him to hit mi.. cool huh?? & my mum ? adding salt & vinegar to fire ??? wat a sore... how i wish i can ever confide to some1 i can ever trust most abt my life.... my probs...but wat ?? i juz afraid of saying out all my stuffs. i felt so fed up nw... wat did my dad do juz nw ??? besides hitting mi ... he went switching off my modem when i am using the net ?!!!!!!! purposely fuck it ! i am super fed up nw... no mood to go anywhere... forget it... fuck today.. i will confront my dad soon....1 day... i'll hit him again... 1 day...
wow today i pon my sch.. slack wif irene... from 9.30am till abt 5pm ? omg LOL! ! ! din realise it's so long.. den after tt...went to find leen.... smoke smoke chat chat...den go see some fishes at a nearby fish shop.. quite alot of cute fishes.. den leen treat mi 1 packet of 50 cents Yeo's Lemon Tea lor... becoz i treat her 3 sticks of cigs leh LOL!!!! after chit chat awhile more le..she went home le..den i oso go home get $ ..den go downstr to cut my hair.. just realised the newly opened hair saloon is cheap & the aunty hv nice skills.. nw my head looks more natural lOL... so nice... today is my dad's bdae..but i din realise it.. until i received my mum's call saying we going to hv thai's restarant food for celebration.. ate alot... $60 only sia... cheap leh... 5 ppl eating... eat until my stomach expand ah... den went home liao..sms wif cass & leen.. until i stop smsing wif cass.. becoz i SIANNNNN....den nw... chatting wif leen on msn... & den...hope peiying dun be so emo & quickly settle her stuff :) ... gd luck everyone.. i am feng...
