hw do i start wif today's entry? well..everyting seems fine for mi..last night..or shld i say tis morning ? i did smth which i dare not in tis period of 3 yrs +...i confessed my love towards a girl...but the results is expected...to tink i failed again...tis is going to be the final decision of my life to be lonely for long...my fate is to be wif only MYSELF. so it's really ok not to tink so much...at least she doesnt hate mi or wat...i'll slap myself up...wake myself up...nobody will wanna be wif a uneducated, gangster looking wif a idiotic brain toking rubbish...i'll slap myself for sure.. for...falling in a impossible ting....LEX WAKE UP!!!!! YOU ARE GAMED!!!!!!!!!!!
LEX : i will wake up. just nidda have some time.
LEX'S HEART : yup you really nid some time to calm down again.
LEX : yes...ok..i will .. thanks HEART.
