when i made the 1st move, i knew i regret, but regretting is not a way to solve, so i decided to remove everyting out of my life & reinstall back slowly. I may not be my usual self now, precisely, i'm having alot of probs in my mind. I chosen not to tink abt it. not to tink of "why wasnt i given any chances." I know i dont hv to tink abt it, becoz the answer is obvious, i'm a piece of junk. Just an plain idiot u see on the street. What's more, i wont even tink abt all the sweet stuff anymore. It wasnt sweet anymore. I need alot of time to regain self consciousness. I hope i can revert back to myself. Life's bitter to me. I got nth in the end. In return. HeartAche.
